Yeah.

First off, I've been tired throughout the day, even though I went to bed way earlier than I usually do.

And then I wasn't able to finish a project due in class today. Which, if it wasn't a group project, I wouldn't care nearly as much, but since I'm working with two other people and it's my fault the project wasn't finished _{not to mention I'm supposed to be the group leader}, I hope it's understandable why I felt bad about it.

And every time I would try to apologize to the two guys, saying it was all my fault it wasn't finished, they just kept saying, "No it's not, calm down..."

Which made me feel even more bad that I'm dragging down two very nice people.

I stayed after school today to go over the basics of Graphic Communications competitions with Ms. Wood today, which turned out to be a complete mistake on my part.

She said she had a meeting right after school today and said she wouldn't be long at all, but we ended up getting a thirty-minute late start. And by the time we actually started our own little meeting, Mother was already waiting out front for me.

I wasn't made aware of this, so I stayed until five o' clock speaking with Ms. Wood, meaning my mother waited outside in the cold for an hour.

During the time she was waiting, she became irritated and somewhere along the way, my dad called.

Eventually, she said that she didn't want to deal with his paranoia crap, and he hung up the phone.

I don't know how many people are actually aware of this, but I do absolutely everything I can to keep my parents from fighting. I listen to them rant about one another, I lie to them both to cover for the other, and I keep Moira from saying anything to one about the other.

But I guess my efforts aren't enough, because while I was crying on the couch, beating myself up over it because quite frankly, the whole thing is my fault, Dad tells me that he can't stand it anymore and that it would be better for everyone if he just left.

The whole damn thing is just a mess right now...

I just wish everything would go back to the way it was six years ago... Even Dad and Blaine got along then...